good idea

really good idea of asking me to join for the discussion.asking me to join later, but did u know that i`m not that free? not straight from school then back home online? i could never thought of that, actually u never remember me. everytime, if i`m going to do something, i`ll be asking u because u already consider as my best friends. but guess what? i`m not getting back what i gave. how come u can forget me? ouch, it`s kinda hurt because u treated me like that. it`s so meaningless i keep doing all the stupid things just want to stay close with u. guees so u all not considering me anymore. this is not the first time already. i keep avoiding and hidding but not today. it has reached up to the the limit. yea, i`m not as clever as u all so? i`m myself and wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person i am. y a little thing i said u can be so sensitive and so wanting to correct it right the way while it`s not from me? how come a little call u cant make? even i poor enough i also got fixed line . since u r driving, cant u come my place stop by and look for me? well now, u will be thinking of who i am , y need u come to find me right? reason is just so simple. i`m nobody to you.

I guess we ends here, because u told me U never care my feeling and i dont want to waste my time on somebody who dont care about my feeling.

T.T

want cry already when the moment fall down in the school. couldnt describe how the pain looks alike.....argh...just scream from the inside..and wondering why am i so stupid even a one step stair also cant fall down......unfortunately i twisted my leg...got two boys offer me help but i doesnt help a lot because i cant stand up by that time. stupid 'aizat' laughing at me....shit her...shame with her....even the teacher pass by also just like that...even in school we already not helping each other who else will do it outside ? went to the chinese traditioner to get a massage...i scream like a hell....................it really pain.....so i took 2 days off from the school...hmm what pity is no one ask my condition whether i`m fine or not. thanks sweet from massaging me and pui ling offer me help to cross the road. the rest? haha.....figure out yourself la....so ego. know my situation on facebook but no through friend. what if i die just like that and didnt post on facebook. they sure wont know about it. anyway, i got my way to survive in this kinda 'friendship'. and i`m going to live my life up high. i`m independable . dont simply said 'friends forever' because u never know that u are lying.