hi everyone i`m back.
it`s another stage of my journey.
after i left genting i went to a totally new n strange environment------insurance
i`m now working with an outsource company that doing for hong leong assurance
it`s not easy to stay or work at here. because i dont have anything to support myself
luckily i still got some of the saving that i did in genting and miraculously that i got first case within few week n i`m still not yet on contract.
amazing isnt it?
well.....not really.
perhaps just a coincidence.
but thank god for giving me such chance so that i can survive..
for the starting i felt so scare to this place. all people are using branded thing n me the poor guy came into
it might sound close to u but not me. gucci , mont blanc , Lv and etc.
their car is like WOW........
merz n ferrari n etc......while i`m just driving an old car.
ironic isnt ?
sure of course when u are in a new place they will treat u nicely n try to pursuit u
and then when it`s done.
"BOOM" here come the fire dragon..............
you will be on fire and slave for the Satan.
i`m so scared.....scared i cant meet up the requirement
i tried so hard to get it done.
BUT they will never see what have u done.
they JUST want the RESULT but not the PROCESS
somehow the Lion will dance on that u didnt show the process.
this is the most headache
yes, in this industry really can earn alot n can meet alot of people
but the system in this team is really sucks.
no team working n everything is like randomly arrange
there are room of improvement for those who gonna learn the leadership as it aint easy,
no matter how many books u read it just a guidance .
u cant make any sense with what u read to others.
u gonna be ur true self.
if u are having affair please dont 'grumble' us in.
we are just a normal worker or agent or a slave.
now i`m dont have any source to do cold call
so please dont force me!!!! (i`m trying be nice to myself)
im not type of ppl that if force me i will give result,
the harder u force me the more repellent i am.
i know u are in pressure so am i or we...because u are channel-ing them to us!!!
FUCK YOU
i m just damn fucking hate this feeling
please dont compare we with others or what u want us be,
because WE ARE WHO WE ARE
please dont talk about our family,our privacy, our ex-job.
we are not doing comparison .
please i`m begging u.
i just want to be normal.
even just driving an old car.
it doesnt matter,
because i`m happy.
I`M SEEKING FOR HAPPINESS BUT NOT STREES-NESS.
