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Saturday, September 5, 2009

up to 18 u have to settle everything by ur own hands

quite sad de lately discover something that it shouldnt be in the place.why, why? sometimes i think, y i can happenned to me but not other and y am i choosen to be like this ? an obstacle or what?
when something is up, dont think u can get other people help . they wont. even though is ur brother or what. u have to settled it down by urself he said. sometimes there is something we have to share with ur closest one hope he or she can relax u down or doing something that makes u not that panic.but right now i`m really like panic at the disco.haizzzz waht kind if brother i have right now? when he has a good mood maybe he will share everything with u but when he is not in the mood, everything u ask he will just ignore. thought i`m 18 enough can handle everything meh? if i can choose i will choose to work first. then only study.i where got financial support? u also never try to understand how tough i`m going through along this. and i guess no else will know. as a brother u also not doing ur job la. everytime i also settled by myself de la. i know. independant ma. since standard 4 i already started . i cooked for the family. u did? nope u just eat.haizzz no where else to express this kind of feeling.i wish now i have a big tree whole that will listen to me. well without ur help i also can figure it out and settle by myself de!

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