Argue with him

Today I argued with him again…. Talking about how noble he is and how much he cares about me or whatever... But when I’m sick, do you know? You never know… Even if you do, your will say, “You deserve it, who told you not to sleep earlier or take better care of your body?” Anything that’s reasonable to him is the answer in his opinion… Fine... I’m fine by my own… I don’t need your caring because you never pay attention to me anyways….. All you ever say is all about Brother… Hello... Can you please don’t talk to me like that, it’s irritating… And now, even worse… Accusing me of scratching your car but not actually saying it (in other words implying I scratched your car)… I’m not the one who did it and I don’t like when people accuse for me for something I didn’t do... If I have a second chance, I would choose to go out and work rather than staying at home because I wouldn’t have to see him everyday just so he can scold me. Outside, I think I would be better because I’m the one who scold people instead… If I have a job, I’ll get a higher position with a senior and maybe some juniors… Wouldn’t be afraid of running out of money…. Now, I’m really going to eat wind instead of rice or bread… He no longer gives me money… Sometimes I even pay for his expenses…. I know people think I’m looking good (not my face la) but actually tears drop inside my heart… No one would know except me... I can’t stand it anymore... The balloon is going to burst and I’m waiting for the day to come so that I won’t suffer anymore… When the day comes, I’m sure I’ll leave this place for a foreign country.

Changing stream of study

Omg….. The day is coming… I was surprised when they mentioned that each one of us will go through some kind of diagnostic test or something….. Now I realized that they were observing us for a long time, and I didn’t notice it at all…. Homework is also one of the reasons that forced me to the art stream….. I’m long lost in the jungle…. Nothing to say… Speechless… >.<

I haven’t been doing homework for 3 months already… Someone… Please help me… I’m begging you…..

Life shows no mercy… So my expectations are not much… Shit!! Hopefully I can do well in my exam even though I wasn’t learning for half the year….

Project Work

Wow, I’m going to collapse. Stupid project work was so heavy……

Having a team helping me equals to no help at all. All of them were doing their own stuff instead of helping me finish the job… I’m the one who worked the most to finish the job while I’m the leader… I’m the one who is supposed to give orders but they just pretend that they don’t know what am I’m talking about and just run away…… Shit damn fuck you…… Every time I went to my project base and return, they ask me why I didn’t tell them come along and I answered, “If you have the initiative to help me, you’ll just wake up and follow me around instead of gossiping with them and pretending to do revision……” Haizzz… Fortunately, next week will be end of the work piece… Hope my efforts will not be wasted just like that… I remember I asked them to finish up the paint job one day and while they were waiting for me to bring the garden grass from my house, I left at 13.50 and got back at 14.30, I saw that the garden was exactly the same as I left it… They were sitting in the classroom gossiping and playing games!! I was so mad that my face was boiling red. I asked them why didn’t do they what I told them to and they said, “You didn’t tell me anything also”. What the fuck was going on? Were they deaf? Starting from that day, I never talked to them before they talked to me…. Aren’t they going to apologize to me?

sharing a little story...sorry ya if u cant read

不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別
有一天﹐

兒子問爸爸: 爸爸, 不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別是甚麼意思﹖

爸爸﹕要解釋很難﹐不如讓我來示範。

首先﹐爸爸拿了一本電話簿﹐隨機選出一個人。然後打電話給那個人。順便把電話調到擴音器模式。

VICTIM﹕HELLO﹖

爸爸﹕HELLO﹐ 請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕你打錯電話啦﹗

爸﹕你不要騙我啦﹗

VICTIM﹕我騙你幹嘛﹗神經病﹗ (蓋了電話)

爸﹕哪﹐兒子﹐這個就是 "不爽"。現在來看甚麼是生氣。

(兒子點頭)

(過了5分鐘﹐爸爸再打一次電話給那個人)

VICTIM﹕HELLO﹖

爸﹕請問ABDULLAH BADAWI有在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕怎麼又是你﹖都跟你講了你打錯電話了﹗

爸﹕我沒打錯電話啊﹗

VICTIM﹕你這個神經病﹐你到底是誰﹖

爸﹕我是誰你還不懂﹖我是NAJIB啦﹗

VICTIM﹕%^&*$#@﹗你是NAJIB我還ANWAR咧﹗白痴﹗(大力蓋電話)

爸﹕哪﹐兒子。這個就是"生氣"。懂了嗎﹖

兒子﹕喔我懂了﹗

爸﹕現在來看下甚麼是抓狂﹗(又打電話給那個可憐的人)

那個人一拿起電話就咆哮了﹗

VICTIM﹕你這個吃飽沒事做的神經病﹗整天打電話來干擾我﹐要不是我的電話沒有CALLER ID我早就報警了你這個變態佬。。。。

爸﹕(刻意壓低聲音)ERM。。。。請問林先生在嗎。。。。﹖

VICTIM﹕啊﹗很對不起﹗剛剛有個變態一直打電話來。。。

爸﹕喔﹐沒關係﹐請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎﹖

VICTIM﹕ ##$W$#^^%$E$%^$&^%R%^$^&%^$^%$﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

這一次﹐爸爸蓋上了電話。

爸﹕你現在知道分別了吧﹗等下你媽媽要回來了﹐我們可以吃晚餐了﹗

兒子﹕可是爸爸﹐你還沒有講解甚麼是哭笑不得﹖

爸﹕喔﹐那個要等到晚上12點啦﹗

(晚上12點﹐爸爸搖醒兒子﹐然後又打電話給那個人)

VICTIM﹕HELLO。。。。。﹖(睡到一半被吵醒)

爸﹕我是ABDULLAH BADAWI﹐有誰打電話找我啊﹖

VICTIM﹕。。。。。。。。。。。。

爸爸好厲害啊﹗