Today I argued with him again…. Talking about how noble he is and how much he cares about me or whatever... But when I’m sick, do you know? You never know… Even if you do, your will say, “You deserve it, who told you not to sleep earlier or take better care of your body?” Anything that’s reasonable to him is the answer in his opinion… Fine... I’m fine by my own… I don’t need your caring because you never pay attention to me anyways….. All you ever say is all about Brother… Hello... Can you please don’t talk to me like that, it’s irritating… And now, even worse… Accusing me of scratching your car but not actually saying it (in other words implying I scratched your car)… I’m not the one who did it and I don’t like when people accuse for me for something I didn’t do... If I have a second chance, I would choose to go out and work rather than staying at home because I wouldn’t have to see him everyday just so he can scold me. Outside, I think I would be better because I’m the one who scold people instead… If I have a job, I’ll get a higher position with a senior and maybe some juniors… Wouldn’t be afraid of running out of money…. Now, I’m really going to eat wind instead of rice or bread… He no longer gives me money… Sometimes I even pay for his expenses…. I know people think I’m looking good (not my face la) but actually tears drop inside my heart… No one would know except me... I can’t stand it anymore... The balloon is going to burst and I’m waiting for the day to come so that I won’t suffer anymore… When the day comes, I’m sure I’ll leave this place for a foreign country.
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