yOu aRe nOt sTandinG Alone

haha....every also facing the same problem.....that explains what why we are not standing alone.no matter how....you will have a mate with u..they just so nice to be hold and touched. when u are alone, they are just the right person to accompany u. the will cheer u and entertain u up....great to share with friends better than keep it inside.......no matter how, understanding is the utmost survival of a kind of relationship as someone said.....it`s true....why we want to be standing alone facing those crap things? they are just here with u and solve with u. they are fun , they doesnt mean to hurt u in that way......it`s just another side of them, they nevr mean that. and they also treat u sincerely never got the second thought also........

I LOVE YOU..........THANKS FOR STAYING WITH ME AND CHEER MY DAYS UP

啊婆咯吃素=apologise

saying sorry here to everyone that i have talked or wrote here accidentally ,coincidently or purposely.........so sorry for everything ...it just a thought of mine....doesnt mean use it to hurt u or what...really....sorry for my ignorant. hopefully simple apologise here can really means to u.....dont want talk more le...the more i talk the more mistake......simple is enough yet no explanation is needed

oops wrong again

that one ho....got many part de.....ok...it`s true one part is saying u but the previous is not u...please dont get wrong message again. and it`s just a 2 sentence word ...

i just said the car and rich only.........the rest is about other ppl de......(u want belive or not is ur bussiness la)

and i din say studies good is from rich ppl only de.....i`m glad also if u can continue ur dentisary but since the situation not allow....then ma ok la.....u thought i never sacrifice meh? if not, then what for i go for tuition and also finding the paper work? not i dont want to ask is just u all so bz already ....if i ask somemore u all also no time liao la....better dont pull ur all legs....ok la.....if u want say insect is friendly i can accept...y not? but some arent ma....u know what? a snake just beside me..and it open it`s mouth wide wide want bite me le...

it`s ok u share with ppl......i wont mind .........what i mind is just those harsh word only...coming from those i knew....helping but changed with hatred( not u ar).

dissapointed to u lo

hmm been friend for some time i think....not that long la ....but i guess the time we spent together u also know what kind of people i am de la.....if u dont know then really cant say anything la....u are one among those ppl that i close to even is in a small range of group only....but u? dont know about me....i angry ma voice out la....what for keeping inside prolong it? need wait until it fully changed into hatred ar? for me no lo....after telling out i will forget about it and get life on keep moving forward. that`s y i dont have much bad memory.

if u still dont know me then i also dont know how la....but i think from now on u already knew what kind of people i am already....

bad memory i to be forgotten so that the new day has space for ur happy moments

hmm....seems like somone jut got the wrong message again

haha good lo....got ppl stand at ur side...dont know is saying me or what lo....cincai la just pretend is me la.......hmm i`m not lord or what else....just a simple ppl which has own emotion and also temper so as own opinion....and i would like to say that i din apply ppl`s theory or mine theory`s on ppl.....it just my own opinion and i din force u or anyone to be followed....and please forgive me for my grammar...i`m poor in english and everything just except cooking la. stop mentally abuse me with like 'wah so easy, u dont know meh? or i knew this for a long long time already' argh ......

the word widen up ur vision is just a word in the chinese 看开点....i was just telling her that what we did in the class is just bergurau with her only...ask her dont take it so hard until make herself full with hatred.....that` it....haizz....see my grammar so bad already.....i`m not like u....having good family and also study english dont know since when but janji is better than me la.....

i`m just a poor guy and nothing else....and i struggled so hard and only got some success...

a nice day and also a bad day(coming)

haha it`s chinese new year and i cant sleep tight not because feeling bad but is i feel so good and happy until cant sleep..........haha today went to so many ppl house to bai nian and took so many angpow........felt so happy because can hangout with friends together........loving them because i really had a great day today.

but the sad thing is i had to go back kampung by today and they are going to bai nian again today later.....asking them to wait me but the answer is their have to call so many ppl just want to wait for me so i just say ma go play happily without me lo........and i got reply for OK.

badly hurt here..........anyone can come and sayang me? since i`m the one who always to sayang ppl how come no one ever sayang me?

sigh

feeling pathetic to u

ever since we become friend we been so closed and talk so many stuff....then ? u changed....not the same choy mun i know anymore.....when we were at lower 6 we like best friend...but now? wha t happened? hello please widen ur vision la........we are not on purposely treat u bad de la....actually we didnt also treat u bad lo......we just use u as a material to be talk ma.......or not the class will be like dead.....no more funny...humour.....it`s just a playing la............dont take it so serious ...i remember that day i met u at tesco and u just sway ur hands and walk away never talk to me either.....and ever in school when i talk u so wanting to shoot me back...feel so sorry and pity to u because u have to pretend to be someone else. and do something bad on purposely to other ppl...i`m not felling anything but for u? haha the more u do that the more hatred u got and more pathetic u will be.

life isnt fair anymore

yes.totally agree that..life isnt that fair anymore...every since have grown up...many things has come across. thinking the future? money? time? and many more.......

the most important is the reality..the reality really sucks and u are no longer a kid. u cant just like care it like nothing....reality is reality. must face it and go through it....

today has found another mother fucker.....asshole fucking asshole ....jibai....i`ve so patient to u all but how could u all treat me like this....keep saying all the harsh word and the bad word to me? huh?? fucking idiot....no manners...ppl talk nicely to u but u talk like a crap....perhaps u really are a piece of crap..if u are, i got nothing to do with u...because u cant be treated anymore...the worse thing is u r a educated ppl...shame to u!!!!!!!!!

telling me how peace u all are when i`m not around ?

hello....i`m no one to u why i need to such thing like listening to u? listening to a piece a crap?

eat shit la........

ok la.,..know u are rich la...so ? can lcly in the class la? show off la? shit la u....u not even worth a piece of shit....talking like the lecturer, go give talk la.idiot..moron

and somemore....when u need something from me , then talk to me nicely la? got somemore nicest or not? i`m not a store ok? not what u want then supply u what....i got my own right for that ok? i spend so much time and effort on it and u just snap it off like that?

i think knowing u is a very wrong decision....i wish i could turn the time but could i?

answer is no....

argh....i will be patiently facing those crap....