a nice day and also a bad day(coming)

haha it`s chinese new year and i cant sleep tight not because feeling bad but is i feel so good and happy until cant sleep..........haha today went to so many ppl house to bai nian and took so many angpow........felt so happy because can hangout with friends together........loving them because i really had a great day today.

but the sad thing is i had to go back kampung by today and they are going to bai nian again today later.....asking them to wait me but the answer is their have to call so many ppl just want to wait for me so i just say ma go play happily without me lo........and i got reply for OK.

badly hurt here..........anyone can come and sayang me? since i`m the one who always to sayang ppl how come no one ever sayang me?

sigh