ever since brother move out...i`m staying alone in my own room....everyday facing the same walls and the door. no one can share with me neither joke nor story....
whenever i thought of lonely i`ll just cry for no reason....dont know why
yesterday i brought a friend of mine staying with me....we just chat and watching movie.....
but i felt very happy already because there`s someone stay with me....
time so fast and past.....he went back ....i sent him back.
then when i back to my own room, i felt the lonely had just came back to me.
and guess what? i cry in the sudden for no reason.
i remember last time when a friend of mine being hospitalised, it was so serious....i could accept seeing him being pluck so many things in his body......i just say calm and dont cry out because i scare he will sad when seeing me like this. when i reached home i only cry.....
yes i really place my friends on the top.....i couldnt say anything when one day if they betrayed me. friends are needed badly for me..........
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