Pasar Malam

yea, it`s 9th of the month and we are having small little night market in the town
i was called by Tony. how lovely that, asking me out

yet, there are still exist a gap between us.
and yes, we didnt talk.
it`s still the same

feel like kinda want to do something to repair
but lastly i think it wont work
it just doesnt.

well can this call mate?
not really,
really want to help ppl?
no really also
because
he didnt ask.
yes i know what he would say if i ask why not asking
the answer gonna like, if u want it u come over. y i must begging u？

kinda answer like i will get,

having discussion at lau pei pa there
and having kfc
also didnt ask

well  cant really blame u because u are not me.
always ask people if want to join

and now, sleepover at ppl place
but using me as excuse?
come on!

not interested la.
do what u want la.
i`ll be myself.

guess, growing older
doesnt give a sense of happiness
alot of burden has been piling up behind me
it just so heavy.

it`s not something like give and take but is
sacrifice something and u get something back

it`s always like that,
well, looks like i got to let go something.