I have no idea why we were so closed last time, we used to sleep together and smoke together. We get to know each other too much. We know too much. sometimes what we see may not what we wants because it was such a bizarre when were having mixed feeling. they started to do things behind me, talked about me. I never hurt you before, why would you hurt me somemore back stabbing and making smile face in front of me.
I dont want what happened in secondary school happens here again. Come on we are grown up , im 23 and you all are 21st. I tried so hard to 'forge' into your age and play with you.
Im straight, i mean when i talk. I dont like to twist here and there I like straight to the point and I dont like to make fun around because it is wasting time. I may not look as good as you, tall, good looking, good sense of humour. I just dont have that all, what I good at was pointing what wrong you have done.
I dont like when you cover things you couldnt do with tons of reasons. and you have thousand reasons to work for the one who need you the most.
For now onward I will never care what you do because I dont want to get hurt because of your stubbornness. I will just be normal and do what I like and since you will never learn to apology i dont think there are much i can help you.
Please be reminded that I help you alot even though it was not part of my assignment. and im not obligated to. and u did paid back with these sohai calling for my name.
and for that bitch, you talk like you forget everything, but u didnt. and I know that very well.
FUCK YOU
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Friends
In life, friends are just people who are inseparable from us. They are the one stands for us when we need them and we also do the same for them. Somehow , my recent experience doesnt make me feeling good. Im in university now and it is located quite desert from the town. There made friends and I thought I just thought they are just a normal friend and would not take much part of my life. Somehow they do, they become part of my daily life. We played, we laughed, we take meals together.
The first best friend I thought I got was Nick, we have so much in common. Since I moved out from hostel so I would travel from my place to hostel and find him to play. Normally we would go out together and have fun outside with some friends he invited.
Time passed, our relationship becomes intense, because he thought my intention was different. but im not , i just want someone to accompany me when im boring and lonely. that sounds very legit what thats what friends are for. I still vividly remember it happened last Christmas, i ask him out but he refused but ended up he is in the house next row of mine having gift exchange. I asked and he reply he dont have to report to anyone including him mom what and where he will be. From bottom of my heart was like what the hell was he thinking. I was just asking since he said dont want go anywhere else why he was there for the gift exchange.
Yes, people tend to forget what have you done to them and will remember what you did wrong. Didnt he remember that I went all the way from SP to Klang for her grandma? that time he was having midsem on the next day and im sure he will skip it and take bus back Klang. Since I finished my CA so im free. So I fetch him down and back on the same day. I was tired and we stopped by Ipoh for famous Sprout Chicken.
One day he needs back Kangsar and he asked if I can borrow him car. and i said yes after a short while because he is my best friend and i believe in him.
Time passed and I was not happy since then, why would he treated me in that way? Honesty i did not mean anything I just want to be friend. a good one. I will never say things that hurt my friends. but u did. I thought I should take the 1st step to mend back our relationship but I dont think it was a success.
The first best friend I thought I got was Nick, we have so much in common. Since I moved out from hostel so I would travel from my place to hostel and find him to play. Normally we would go out together and have fun outside with some friends he invited.
Time passed, our relationship becomes intense, because he thought my intention was different. but im not , i just want someone to accompany me when im boring and lonely. that sounds very legit what thats what friends are for. I still vividly remember it happened last Christmas, i ask him out but he refused but ended up he is in the house next row of mine having gift exchange. I asked and he reply he dont have to report to anyone including him mom what and where he will be. From bottom of my heart was like what the hell was he thinking. I was just asking since he said dont want go anywhere else why he was there for the gift exchange.
Yes, people tend to forget what have you done to them and will remember what you did wrong. Didnt he remember that I went all the way from SP to Klang for her grandma? that time he was having midsem on the next day and im sure he will skip it and take bus back Klang. Since I finished my CA so im free. So I fetch him down and back on the same day. I was tired and we stopped by Ipoh for famous Sprout Chicken.
One day he needs back Kangsar and he asked if I can borrow him car. and i said yes after a short while because he is my best friend and i believe in him.
Time passed and I was not happy since then, why would he treated me in that way? Honesty i did not mean anything I just want to be friend. a good one. I will never say things that hurt my friends. but u did. I thought I should take the 1st step to mend back our relationship but I dont think it was a success.
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