Friends

In life, friends are just people who are inseparable from us. They are the one stands for us when we need them and we also do the same for them. Somehow , my recent experience doesnt make me feeling good. Im in university now and it is located quite desert from the town. There made friends and I thought I just thought they are just a normal friend and would not take much part of my life. Somehow they do, they become part of my daily life. We played, we laughed, we take meals together.

The first best friend I thought I got was Nick, we have so much in common. Since I moved out from hostel so I would travel from my place to hostel and find him to play. Normally we would go out together and have fun outside with some friends he invited.

Time passed, our relationship becomes intense, because he thought my intention was different. but im not , i just want someone to accompany me when im boring and lonely. that sounds very legit what thats what friends are for. I still vividly remember it happened last Christmas, i ask him out but he refused but ended up he is in the house next row of mine having gift exchange. I asked and he reply he dont have to report to anyone including him mom what and where he will be. From bottom of my heart was like what the hell was he thinking. I was just asking since he said dont want go anywhere else why he was there for the gift exchange.

Yes, people tend to forget what have you done to them and will remember what you did wrong. Didnt he remember that I went all the way from SP to Klang for her grandma? that time he was having midsem on the next day and im sure he will skip it and take bus back Klang. Since I finished my CA so im free. So I fetch him down and back on the same day. I was tired and we stopped by Ipoh for famous Sprout Chicken.

One day he needs back Kangsar and he asked if I can borrow him car. and i said yes after a short while because he is my best friend and i believe in him.

Time passed and I was not happy since then, why would he treated me in that way? Honesty i did not mean anything I just want to be friend. a good one. I will never say things that hurt my friends. but u did. I thought I should take the 1st step to mend back our relationship but I dont think it was a success.