no more patching up nor so called breaking up

well, stating this few months of study i saw a girl name Joey.i knew her because we were grouped for the orientation program.first i saw her, just an ordinary girl just the body kind da like the branch of the tree. that explain why we started to call her tree.as time going on, i found that she is quite a good girl,always do homework bot like me.haha.she is serious.then i started to go on and get her number and sending sms. the first day, i didnt sleep, because i scare i will over slept and forget to make a breakfast.actually that is a simple breakfast. just 'involves' bread and eggs and also some sugar with butter.

then continue with treat her an ice -cream and promised her that i will buy many many things to her when i got work....

thought the sweet days started come but it isnt what i thought ....it`s actually what people call nightmare. i thought she react like this is kind la giving me a chance but it not.maybe she`s just perfunctory onto me....

i`ve been so stupid and letting them take advantage on me for years..but when facing this kind of stuff also being fool.

now is the same anymore, i`m not the one who evades from her (i used to be,but now not) anymore, she is the one who evading from me.

everytime i call her, she also pretending didnt hear and go away. almost everytime she saw me, also pretending didnt. i dont like this ok..lets be friend again...for me, i will just put the so called love down and concentrate on my study...