what was it?

It was the middle of the night. And I cant sleep.
it was a silly thought that, I don’t even deserve a MISS
I`m just the ordinary person doing ordinary thing so do others
why I don’t deserve?
while the rest are better than me?
if comparing with the academic result. Yes they are but some

I know you are in stress.
do you know i`m also?
selfish is my first thought
you only said you are the one having stress.
so for you others like me don’t have to ?

After what I have done,
there are no ransom to be paid.

Move forward don’t care what they said,
you are living for yourself.
again not for others.

 I think I have The Neuropsychopharmacology of Personality Disorders.
Give me some Amphetamine ^^